Pan Ams 2010

Weight: 234.8

I was just not there mentally…Sloppy in my first match, and losing in the quarterfinals, I was not in the moment at all…In fact, I was quite far from it…I felt that I could overcome my back issues which perhaps were part of what did not allow me to do some things I normally can…But it definitelyhad an affect on me physically…That said, the mental part I have to fix ….ASAP…I do not know yet why, nor how I came to that place, but it had never happened before in that manner…I need to get my back fixed…I need to get my mind right…I need to get competition experience and rhythm in the Adult division between now and the Mundials…I will work harder as I really felt I was close, but on game day I did not make it happen mentally…I will fix this as I will renew my body…The back is affecting my walking and even just sitting down is painful, but that will be fixed soon too…Now i just have to find some sponsors so I can make it to California to redeem my poor performance!….I fight on…

Thought For The Day: “The more you sweat in training, the less you will bleed in battle.”